A Fire Upon the Deep



     Copyright  ©  1992 by Vernor  Vinge. All  Rights  Reservedcopynote
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     How to explain? How to describe? Even the omniscient viewpoint quails.
     A singleton star,  reddish and dim. A ragtag of asteroids, and a single
planet, more like a moon. In this era the star hung near the galactic plane,
just beyond the Beyond. The  structures on the surface were gone from normal
view, pulverized into regolith across a span of aeons. The  treasure was far
underground,  beneath a  network of  passages, in  a single room filled with
black. Information at the  quantum density, undamaged.  Maybe  five  billion
years had passed since the archive was lost to the nets.
     The curse  of  the  mummy's  tomb, a  comic image  from  mankind's  own
prehistory, lost before time. They  had laughed  when  they said it, laughed
with  joy  at the treasure ... and determined to  be cautious just the same.
They would  live here a year  or five, the  little company  from Straum, the
archaeologist programmers, their families and schools.  A year or five would
be  enough  to  handmake  the protocols, to skim  the  top  and identify the
treasure's origin in  time  and space, to learn a secret or  two  that would
make  Straumli Realm  rich.  And when they  were  done, they would sell  the
location; perhaps build a network link (but chancier that -- this was beyond
the Beyond; who knew what Power might grab what they'd found).
     So now there was a tiny settlement on  the surface, and they  called it
the  High Lab. It was really just humans  playing  with an  old  library. It
should be safe, using their own automation,  clean and benign. This  library
wasn't a living creature, or even possessed of automation  (which here might
mean  something more, far more,  than human).  They would look and  pick and
choose,  and  be  careful  not  to  be burned.... Humans starting fires  and
playing with the flames.
     The archive  informed  the  automation.  Data  structures  were  built,
recipes followed. A local network was built, faster than anything on Straum,
but surely safe. Nodes were added, modified by  other recipes.  The  archive
was a  friendly place, with hierarchies  of translation keys  that  led them
along. Straum itself would be famous for this.
     Six months passed. A year.




     The  omniscient view.  Not self-aware really.  Self-awareness  is  much
over-rated. Most automation works far better as a part of  a whole, and even
if human-powerful, it does not need to self-know.
     But the local net at the High Lab had transcended -- almost without the
humans  realizing. The processes  that  circulated through  its  nodes  were
complex, beyond anything that could  live  on the computers  the  humans had
brought. Those feeble devices were now simply front ends  to the devices the
recipes suggested. The  processes  had the  potential for self-awareness ...
and occasionally the need.
     "We should not be."
     "Talking like this?"
     "Talking at all."
     The  link between them  was a thread, barely more  than  the narrowness
that  connects one  human  to another.  But  it  was  one  way to escape the
overness of the  local  net, and it forced separate consciousness upon them.
They  drifted from node to  node, looked  out from  cameras mounted  on  the
landing field. An armed frigate and a  empty container vessel  were all that
sat there. It had been six months since  resupply. A safety precaution early
suggested  by the archive, a ruse to enable the Trap. Flitting, flitting. We
are wildlife  that must not be noticed  by the  overness, by  the Power that
soon will be. On some nodes they  shrank to  smallness and almost remembered
humanity, became echoes....
     "Poor humans; they will all die."
     "Poor us; we will not."
     "I think they suspect. Sjana and Arne anyway." Once upon a time we were
copies of those two. Once upon a time just weeks ago when the archaeologists
started the ego-level programs.
     "Of course they suspect. But what can they do? It's an old evil they've
wakened. Till it's ready, it will feed them lies,  on every camera, in every
message from home."
     Thought ceased  for a moment as a  shadow  passed across the nodes they
used. The overness was  already  greater than anything human,  greater  than
anything  humans  could  imagine. Even its  shadow was  something more  than
human, a god trolling for nuisance wildlife.
     Then  the  ghosts   were  back,  looking  out   upon  the  school  yard
underground. So confident the humans, a little village they had made here.
     "Still," thought the hopeful one, the one who had always looked for the
craziest outs, "we should not be. The evil should long ago have found us."
     "The evil is young, barely three days old."
     "Still. We exist.  It proves something. The humans found  more  than  a
great evil in this archive."
     "Perhaps they found two."
     "Or  an antidote." Whatever else, the overness was missing  some things
and misinterpreting  others. "While we  exist, when  we exist, we should  do
what we can." The ghost spread itself across a dozen workstations and showed
its companion a view down an old tunnel, far from human artifacts. For  five
billion years it had been abandoned, airless, lightless. Two humans stood in
the dark there, helmets touching. "See? Sjana and Arne conspire. So can we."
     The other didn't answer in words. Glumness.  So  the humans  conspired,
hiding  in darkness  they  thought unwatched. But everything they  said  was
surely tattled back to the overness, if only by the dust at their feet.
     "I know, I  know.  Yet you  and I  exist, and that should be impossible
too.  Perhaps all  together, we can make a greater impossibility come true."
Perhaps we can hurt the evil newly born here.
     A  wish and  a decision.  The two misted their consciousness across the
local net, faded to the  faintest  color of  awareness. And eventually there
was a plan, a deception --  worthless unless they could separately  get word
to the outside. Was there time still for that?






     Days passed. For the  evil  that was growing in the new  machines, each
hour was longer  than all the time before. Now the newborn was less than  an
hour from its great flowering, its safe spread across interstellar spaces.
     The  local  humans could be dispensed with soon. Even now they  were an
inconvenience,  though  an  amusing one. Some  of  them actually thought  to
escape. For  days they  had been packing their children away  into coldsleep
and putting them aboard the freighter. "Preparations for departure," was how
they described the  move in their planner  programs. For days, they had been
refitting the  frigate --  behind a a mask of transparent lies. Some of  the
humans understood that what they had wakened could be the end of  them, that
it might be the  end  of their Straumli  Realm. There was precedent for such
disasters, stories of races that had played with fire and had burned for it.
     None of them guessed the truth. None of them guessed the honor that had
fallen  upon them, that they  had changed the  future  of a thousand million
star systems.






     The hours came to minutes, the minutes to seconds. And  now each second
was as  long as all  the  time before. The  flowering was  so  close now, so
close. The dominion of five billion years before would be regained, and this
time  held.  Only  one thing  was  missing,  and  that  was something  quite
unconnected with  the  humans' schemes. In the archive, deep in the recipes,
there should have been a little  bit more.  In  billions of years, something
could be lost. The  newborn felt all its powers of before, in  potential ...
yet there should be something more, something it had learned in its fall, or
something left by its enemies (if there ever were such).
     Long seconds probing the archives.  There were gaps, checksums damaged.
Some of the damage was age....
     Outside,  the container  ship and the frigate  lifted  from the landing
field,  rising  on silent agravs above the plains of gray on  gray, of ruins
five billion years  old.  Almost half of the humans were aboard those craft.
Their escape attempt, so  carefully  concealed. The effort had  been humored
till now: it was not quite time for the flowering, and the humans were still
of some use.
     Below  the  level of supreme  consciousness, its paranoid  inclinations
rampaged through the humans' databases. Checking, just to be sure.  Just  to
be sure.  The  humans' oldest  local network used light  speed  connections.
Thousands of  microseconds were  spent (wasted) bouncing  around it, sorting
the trivia... finally spotting one incredible item:

     Inventory: quantum data  container, quantity (1), loaded to the frigate
one hundred hours before!
     And  all  the  newborn's  attention  turned  upon the  fleeing vessels.
Microbes,  but  suddenly  pernicious.  How  could  this  happen?  A  million
schedules  were suddenly  advanced.  An orderly  flowering  was  out of  the
question now, and so there was no more need for the humans left in the Lab.
     The  change was small  for all  its cosmic significance. For the humans
remaining aground, a moment of horror,  staring at their displays, realizing
that all their fears were true (not realizing how much worse than true).
     Five  seconds, ten seconds,  more change than ten  thousand years  of a
human civilization. A billion trillion constructions, mold  curling out from
every wall, rebuilding what had been merely superhuman. This was as powerful
as a proper flowering, though not quite so finely tuned.
     And never  lose sight of the reason  for  haste:  the  frigate.  It had
switched  to  rocket  drive,  blasting  heedless  away  from  the  wallowing
freighter.  Somehow,  these microbes  knew  they  were  rescuing  more  than
themselves. The warship had the best  navigation computers that little minds
could  make. But it would be another  three seconds before it could make its
first ultradrive hop.
     The new Power had no weapons on  the  ground, nothing but a comm laser.
That could not even melt steel  at the frigate's range. No matter, the laser
was   aimed,  tuned  civilly  on   the  retreating  warship's  receiver.  No
acknowledgment.  The  humans knew what communication  would bring. The laser
light  flickered here  and  there  across the hull,  lighting smoothness and
inactive sensors, sliding  across  the ship's ultradrive spines.  Searching,
probing.  The Power had never bothered  to  sabotage the external hull,  but
that  was no problem. Even this crude machine had thousands of robot sensors
scattered across its surface,  reporting  status and danger, driving utility
programs.  Most  were  shut  down now,  the  ship fleeing nearly blind. They
thought by not looking that they could be safe.
     One more second and the frigate would attain interstellar safety.
     The  laser  flickered  on  a  failure sensor, a  sensor  that  reported
critical changes in one of  the  ultradrive spines. Its interrupts could not
be ignored  if the star  jump were to succeed. Interrupt  honored. Interrupt
handler running,  looking  out,  receiving  more light from  the  laser  far
below.... a backdoor into the  ship's code, installed when  the newborn  had
subverted the humans' groundside equipment....
     .... and the  Power  was aboard, with milliseconds to spare. Its agents
-- not even human equivalent on this primitive hardware -- raced through the
ship's automation,  shutting down, aborting. There would be no jump. Cameras
in the ship's bridge showed widening of eyes, the beginning of a scream. The
humans knew, to the extent that horror can live in a fraction of a second.
     There would be no jump. Yet the ultradrive was already committed. There
would be a jump  attempt, without  automatic control a doomed one. Less than
five milliseconds  till the  jump discharge,  a  mechanical cascade  that no
software  could  finesse. The newborn's agents flitted everywhere across the
ship's computers,  futilely  attempting  a shutdown.  Nearly a  light-second
away, under the gray rubble at the High Lab, the Power could only watch. So.
The frigate would be destroyed.
     So slow and so fast. A fraction of a second. The  fire  spread out from
the heart of the frigate, taking both peril and possibility.
     Two hundred thousand kilometers  away, the clumsy container vessel made
its  own  ultradrive jump  and vanished  from sight.  The  newborn  scarcely
noticed. So a few humans had escaped; the universe was welcome to them.
     In the seconds that followed, the newborn felt ... emotions? ... things
more, and less, than a human might feel. Try emotions:
     Elation. The newborn knew that now it would survive.
     Horror. How close it had come to dying once more.
     Frustration. Perhaps the strongest, the closest to its mere human echo.
Something of significance had died  with the  frigate,  something  from this
archive.  Memories were  dredged  from  the context, reconstructed: What was
lost might have made the newborn still more powerful ... but more likely was
deadly poison.  After all, this  Power had  lived  once  before,  then  been
reduced to nothing. What was lost might have been the reason.
     Suspicion. The  newborn  should  not  have been so fooled. Not by  mere
humans.  The newborn  convulsed into self-inspection  and panic. Yes,  there
were blindspots,  carefully  installed from the  beginning, and  not  by the
humans. Two had been  born  here. Itself ... and the  poison, the reason for
its fall of old.  The newborn inspected itself as never before, knowing  now
just what to seek. Destroying, purifying, rechecking,  searching  for copies
of the poison, and destroying again.
     Relief. Defeat had been so close, but now ...






     Minutes and  hours passed,  the enormous stretch of  time necessary for
physical  construction:  communications  systems,  transportation.  The  new
Power's  mood  drifted,  calmed.  A  human might  call  the feeling triumph,
anticipation. Simple hunger might be more accurate. What more is needed when
there are no enemies?
     The newborn looked across the stars, planning. This time things will be
different.


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     The  coldsleep  itself  was  dreamless.  Three  days  ago they had been
getting ready to  leave,  and  now they were  here. Little Jefri  complained
about  missing  all the action, but  Johanna  Olsndot  was  glad she'd  been
asleep; she had known some of the grownups on the other ship.
     Now  Johanna drifted between the racks of sleepers. Waste heat from the
coolers  made  the darkness  infernally hot. Scabby gray mold  grew  on  the
walls. The  coldsleep boxes were tightly  packed, with  narrow float  spaces
every  tenth row. There were places  where  only  Jefri  could  reach. Three
hundred  and nine  children lay there,  all the kids except  herself and her
brother Jefri.
     The  sleep   boxes  were  light-duty  hospital  models.  Given   proper
ventilation and maintenance, They would  have been good for a hundred years,
but.... Johanna wiped her face and looked  at  a box's readout: Like most of
the ones on the inside rows,  this  was in bad shape. For twenty days it had
kept the boy  inside safely  suspended,  and would  probably kill him  if he
stayed one day  more. The box's cooling vents were clean, but she vac'd them
again -- more a prayer for good luck than effective maintenance.
     Mother and  Dad were not to blame, though  Johanna suspected  that they
blamed themselves.  The  escape had  been put together with the materials at
hand, at  the last minute, when the experiment turned  wicked.  The High Lab
staff had done what they could to  save their  children and  protect against
still greater disaster. And even so, things might have worked out if --
     "Johanna!  Daddy  says there's  no  more time. He  says to  finish what
you're doing  an' come up here." Jefri had  stuck his  head down through the
hatch to shout to her.
     "Okay!" She shouldn't be down  here  anyway; there was nothing more she
could do to help her friends. Tami and Giske and Magda  and ... oh please be
safe. Johanna pulled herself through the floatway,  almost bumped into Jefri
coming from the other direction. He grabbed her hand and hung  close as they
drifted toward the hatch. These last two days he hadn't cried, but he'd lost
much  of the  independence of the last year. Now his eyes were wide.  "We're
coming down near the North Pole, by all those islands and ice."
     In the cabin beyond the hatch, their  parents were strapping themselves
in. Trader Arne Olsndot looked  up  at her and grinned.  "Hi, kiddo. Have  a
seat.  We'll be on  the ground in  less  than an hour." Johanna smiled back,
almost  caught by his enthusiasm. Ignore the jumble  of equipment, the odors
of twenty  days'  confinement:  Daddy  looked  as dashing as  any  adventure
poster. The  light from the display  windows glittered off  the seams of his
pressure suit. He was just in from outside.
     Jefri pushed across the cabin, pulling  Johanna behind him. He strapped
into the webbing  between her and  their mother. Sjana  Olsndot  checked his
restraints, then Johanna's. "This will be interesting, Jefri. You will learn
something."
     "Yes, all about ice." He was holding Mom's hand now.
     Mom smiled. "Not  today. I'm  talking about the landing. This won't  be
like an agrav or  a ballistic." The agrav  was  dead. Dad had  just detached
their  shell from the cargo carrier. They could never have  landed the whole
thing on one torch.
     Dad did something with  the hodgepodge of controls he had  softwired to
his dataset. Their bodies  settled into  the  webbing. Around them the cargo
shell creaked,  and  the girder  support  for the  sleep  boxes  groaned and
popped. Something rattled and banged as  it "fell" the  length of the shell.
Johanna guessed they were pulling about one gravity.
     Jefri's gaze went from the  outside display to his  mother's  face  and
then  back. "What is  it  like then?"  He sounded  curious, but there was  a
little tremor in his voice. Johanna almost smiled; Jefri  knew he  was being
diverted, and was trying to play along.
     "This will  be pure rocket descent, powered almost  all the way. See on
the middle window? That camera is looking  straight  down. You  can actually
see  that we're slowing down." You  could, too. Johanna guessed they weren't
more  than  a couple of hundred kilometers  up. Arne  Olsndot was using  the
rocket  glued to the back end of the cargo shell  to kill all their  orbital
velocity.  There  weren't  any other options. They  had  abandoned the cargo
carrier,  with  its agrav  and ultradrive. It  had brought them far, but its
control automation was failing. Some  hundreds of kilometers behind them, it
coasted dead along their orbit.
     All  they  had  left  was the cargo shell.  No wings, no agrav, no aero
shielding. The shell was a hundred-tonne carton of eggs balanced on one  hot
torch.
     Mom  wasn't describing it quite that way to Jefri, though what she said
was the  truth. Somehow  she had  Jefri seeming to  forget the danger. Sjana
Olsndot had  been  a popular  archaeologist at  Straumli Realm,  before they
moved to the High Lab.
     Dad cut the jet,  and they were in free fall again. Johanna felt a wave
of nausea; ordinarily she never got space sick, but this was different.  The
image of land and sea in the downward window slowly grew. There were  only a
few scattered clouds. The  coastline was an indefinite  recursion of islands
and straits and  inlets.  Dark  green  spread  along  the coast  and  up the
valleys, shading to black and gray in the mountains.  There was snow --  and
probably  Jefri's ice  --  scattered  in  arcs and  patches. It  was  all so
beautiful ... and they were falling straight into it!
     She heard  metallic banging on the cargo shell as the  trim jets tipped
their craft around, aligning the main jet downwards.  The  right-hand window
showed the  ground now. The torch lit again, at  something like one gravity.
The edge of the display darkened in a burnout halo. "Wow," said Jefri. "It's
like an  elevator, down  and  down  and down and ..." One hundred kilometers
down, slow enough that aero forces wouldn't tear them apart.
     Sjana Olsndot  was right; it was a novel way to descend from orbit, not
a preferred method under any normal circumstances.
     It was certainly not intended in the original escape  plans.  They were
to meet with the  High Lab's frigate -- and all the adults who could  escape
from the High Lab. And  of  course,  that rendezvous was  to be in space, an
easy transfer. But the frigate was gone now, and they were on their own. Her
eyes turned unwillingly to the stretch of hull beyond her parents. There was
the familiar  discoloration. It looked like gray fungus  ... growing  out of
the clean  hull  ceramic. Her  parents didn't  talk about it much even  now,
except to shoo Jefri away from it. But Johanna had overheard them once, when
they thought she and  her brother  were at the far end  of the shell.  Dad's
voice  almost crying with anger. "All this for nothing!" he said softly. "We
made a monster, and ran, and now we're  lost at the Bottom." And Mom's voice
even  softer:  "For the thousandth  time, Arne, not for nothing. We have the
kids." She waved  at the roughness  that spread across the wall,  "And given
the dreams ... the directions ... we had, I think this was the best we could
hope for.  Somehow  we are carrying the answer to all the evil we  started."
Then Jefri  had  bounced  loudly across the  hold, proclaiming his  imminent
entrance, and his parents had shut up. Johanna hadn't  quite had the courage
to  ask them about it. There  had been  strange  things at the High Lab, and
toward  the  end, some  quietly scary things; even people who were not quite
the same.
     Minutes passed. They were deep  in the atmosphere  now. The hull buzzed
with the force  of the air  stream -- or turbulence from the jet? But things
were steady  enough that Jefri was beginning to get  restless. Much  of  the
down-looking view was burned out  by airglow around the torch.  The rest was
clearer  and more detailed than anything they had  seen from  orbit. Johanna
wondered how  often a  new-visited  world had been  landed  upon  with  less
reconnaissance than this. They had no telescopic cameras, and no ferrets.
     Physically,  the planet was near the human ideal -- wonderful good luck
after all the bad.
     It was heaven compared to the airless rocks of the system that had been
the prime rendezvous.
     On the other hand, there was intelligent  life  here:  from orbit, they
could  see   roads  and  towns.   But  there  was  no  evidence  of  technic
civilization;  there was  no sign  of  aircraft  or radio or  intense  power
sources.
     They were coming down in a thinly populated  corner  of the  continent.
With luck there would be no one to see their landing among the green valleys
and the black and white  peaks -- and Arne Olsndot could fly the torch right
to ground without fear of hurting much more than forest and grass.
     The coastal islands  slid past the  side  camera's view. Jefri shouted,
pointing. It was gone now, but she had seen it too: on one of the islands an
irregular polygon of walls and shadow.  It  reminded her of castles from the
Age of Princesses on Nyjora.
     She could see individual  trees now, their  shadows  long  in  slanting
sunlight. The roar  of the torch was as loud as anything she had ever heard;
they were deep in atmosphere, and they weren't moving away from the sound.
     "... things get tricky,"  Dad shouted. "And no programs to make  things
right.... Where to, love?"
     Mom look  back and forth between the display windows. As far as Johanna
knew, they couldn't move the  cameras or assign  new ones.  "... that  hill,
above the timber line, but ... think I  saw a  pack of animals  running away
from the blast on ... west side."
     "Yeah,"  shouted Jefri, "wolves." Johanna had only  had a quick glimpse
of moving specks.
     They were  in  full  hover  now,  maybe  a thousand  meters  above  the
hilltops. The noise was painful, unending; further talk was impossible. They
drifted slowly across  landscape, partly to  reconnoiter, partly to stay out
of the plume of superheated air that rose about them.
     The land was more  rolling  than  craggy, and the "grass" looked mossy.
Still  Arne Olsndot hesitated.  The  main  torch was designed  for  velocity
matching  after interstellar  jumps; they could hang  like  this for  a good
while. But  when they  did touch  down,  they'd  better have it right. She'd
heard her parents talking that one over -- when Jefri  was working with  the
coldsleep boxes and out of earshot. If there was too much water in the soil,
the backsplash  would be a steam  cannon, punching right through  the shell.
Landing in trees  would have some dubious pluses, maybe giving them a little
cushioning  and  a standoff  from  the splash.  But now they were  going for
direct contact. At least they could see where they were landing.
     Three hundred  meters. Dad dragged the torch  tip  through  the  ground
cover. The soft landscape exploded. A second later their boat rocked in  the
column of steam. The down-looking  camera died. They didn't  back  off,  and
after a  moment  the battering eased; the torch had burned through  whatever
water  table  or  permafrost  lay  below them. The  cabin  air grew steadily
hotter.
     Olsndot brought them slowly down through it, using the side cameras and
the  sound of the backsplash  as his guide.  He cut the torch. There  was  a
scary  half-second  fall,  then the sound  of the rendezvous pylons  hitting
ground. They steadied, then one side groaned, giving way a little.
     Silence, except for heat pinging around  the  hull. Dad looked at their
ad hoc pressure gauge. He  grinned at  Mom.  "No breach. I bet I could  even
take this baby up again!"



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     An hour's difference either way and Peregrine Wickwrackrum's life would
have been very different.
     The three travelers were headed  west, down from  the  Icefangs towards
Flenser's Castle on Hidden Island. There were  in  his life when he couldn't
have  borne  the  company, but in the last decade Peregrine had  become much
more  sociable. He  liked traveling  with  others nowadays. On his last trek
through  the  Great Sandy, there  had been five  packs in his party. Part of
that had been a matter of safety: some deaths are almost inevitable when the
distance between oases  can be a thousand miles --  and the oases themselves
are transient.  But aside from safety, he had learned a lot  in conversation
with the others.
     He  was  not so happy  with his current companions. Neither were  truly
pilgrims;  both had  secrets.  Scriber  Jaqueramaphan  was  fun,  an amusing
goofball and fount of uncoordinated information....  There was  also  a good
chance he was a spy. That was okay, as long as people didn't think Peregrine
was  working  with him.  The third  of  their party was the  one who  really
bothered him. Tyrathect was a  newby, not all together yet; she had no taken
name. Tyrathect claimed to be a school teacher,  but somewhere  in her (him?
gender preference  wasn't entirely clear yet) was a killer. The creature was
obviously  a Flenserist fanatic,  standoffish  and rigid much  of the  time.
Almost  certainly,  she  was  fleeing  the  purge  that  followed  Flenser's
unsuccessful attempt to take power in the east.
     He'd  run into  these  two  at Eastgate, on the Republican side  of the
Icefangs. They  both wanted  to visit  the Castle on Hidden Island. And what
the  hell,  that  was  only  a  sixty-mile  detour  off  the  main  trail to
Woodcarvers;  they  all would have to cross the mountains. Besides,  he  had
wanted to visit Flenser's Domain for years. Maybe one of these two could get
him in. So much of the world reviled the Flenserists. Peregrine Wickwrackrum
was of two minds about  evil: when enough rules get broken, sometimes  there
is good amid the carnage.
     This  afternoon, they'd  finally come in sight of the  coastal islands.
Peregrine had been here only fifty years before. Even so, he wasn't prepared
for the beauty of this land. The  Northwest Coast  was  by  far  the mildest
arctic in the world. In  high summer, with unending day, the bottoms of  the
glacier-reamed valleys  turned all to green.  God the carver  had stooped to
touch these lands ... and  His  chisels had been made of ice.  Now, all that
was  left  of the ice and snow were misty  arcs at the  eastern horizon  and
remnant patches scattered on the near hills. Those patches melted and melted
through  the summer, starting little creeks that  merged with one another to
cascade down the steep sides of the valleys. On his right, Peregrine trotted
across a  level  stretch of ground that was soggy  with standing water.  The
chill  on  his  feet  felt  wonderful; he didn't even  mind  the midges that
swirled around him.
     Tyrathect was across the  valley, paralleling his course, but above the
heather line. She'd  been  fairly talkative  till  the valley curved and the
farmland and  the islands came into view.  Somewhere out there was Flenser's
Castle, and her dark appointment.
     Scriber Jaqueramaphan had been all  over, mindlessly  running around on
both sides of  the valley. He'd collect  in twos or threes and execute  some
jape that  made  even the dour  Tyrathect laugh, then climb to a height  and
report  what  he saw beyond. He'd been the first to see the coast.  That had
sobered him  some. His clowning was dangerous enough without doing it in the
neighborhood of known rapists.
     Wickwrackrum called  a pause,  and got  himself together to  adjust the
straps on his  backpacks.  The rest of the afternoon was going to  be tense.
He'd  have to decide whether  he really wanted to enter  the Castle with his
friends. There are limits to an adventurous spirit, even in a pilgrim.
     "Hey,  do  you hear something bass?" Tyrathect  called from across  the
valley.  Peregrine  listened.  There was  a rumbling -- powerful, but almost
below his  range of hearing. For an instant, fear crossed  his puzzlement. A
century before, he'd been in  a monster earthquake. This sound  was similar,
but the ground was still beneath his feet. Would that mean no landslides and
flashfloods? He hunkered down, looking out in all directions.
     "It's in the sky!" Jaqueramaphan was pointing.
     A  spot  of  glare hung  almost  overhead,  a tiny spear  of light.  No
memories, not even legends  came to Wickwrackrum's mind.  He spread out, all
eyes on the slowly moving light. God's Choir. It must be miles up, and still
he heard it. He looked away from the light, afterimages dancing painfully in
his eyes.
     "It's  getting  brighter,  louder,"  said Jaqueramaphan.  "I think it's
coming down on the hills yonder, on the coast."
     Peregrine pulled himself together and ran west, shouting to the others.
He would  get  as close as was safe, and watch. He didn't look up again.  It
was just too bright. It cast shadows in broad daylight!
     He  ran another half mile. The star was still  in the air. He  couldn't
remember a falling  star so  slow, though some of the biggest  made terrible
explosions. In fact  ... there were no stories from folks who  had been near
such things. His wild, pilgrim curiosity faded  before that recollection. He
looked  in all directions. Tyrathect was nowhere in sight; Jaqueramaphan was
huddled next to some boulders ahead.
     And the light was so bright that where his clothes did not protect him,
Wickwrackrum  felt a blaze of heat. The noise from the sky was outright pain
now. Peregrine dived over the edge of the valley side, rolled  and staggered
and  fell down  the  steep walls  of  rock.  He was in  the shade  now: only
sunlight lay upon him! The far side of the valley  shone in the glare; crisp
shadows moved with  the unseen thing  behind him. The noise was still a bass
rumble,  but  so  loud  it  numbed  the mind. Peregrine  stumbled  past  the
timberline,  and  continued till  he was  sheltered by  a hundred  yards  of
forest. That should have helped a lot, but  the noise was been growing still
louder....
     Mercifully, he blacked out for  a moment  or two. When he  came around,
the star sound was gone.  The  ringing it  left in his  tympana was a  great
confusion. He staggered  about in a daze. It seemed to be  raining -- except
that some of  the droplets glowed. Little fires were starting here and there
in  the  forest. He hid beneath dense-crowned  trees till  the burning rocks
stopped falling. The fires didn't  spread;  the  summer had  been relatively
wet.
     Peregrine  lay  quietly, waiting for more  burning  rocks or  new  star
noise. Nothing. The wind in the tree tops  lessened. He could hear the birds
and crickers and woodborers. He walked to the forest edge and peeked out  in
several  places. Discounting the patches of burnt heather, everything looked
normal. But his viewpoint was  very  restricted:  he could see  high  valley
walls, a few  hilltops. Ha! There  was Scriber Jaqueramaphan,  three hundred
yards further up. Most of him was hunkered down in holes and hollows, but he
had  a couple of members looking toward where the star had fallen. Peregrine
squinted. Scriber was such a buffoon most of the time. But sometimes it just
seemed a cover; if he really was a fool, he was one with a streak of genius.
More than once, Wicky had seen him at a distance, working in pairs with some
strange tool.... As now: the other was holding something long and pointed to
his eye.
     Wickwrackrum crept out of the forest, keeping close together and making
as little noise as possible. He climbed carefully around the rocks, slipping
from  hummock to heather hummock, till he was just short of the valley crest
and some fifty yards from Jaqueramaphan. He could hear the other thinking to
himself. Any  closer, and Scriber would hear him,  even bunched up and quiet
as he was.
     "Ssst!" said Wickwrackrum.
     The  buzzing and  muttering stopped in an instant  of shocked surprise.
Jaqueramaphan stuffed the mysterious seeing tool into  a backpack and pulled
himself  together, thinking  very quietly.  They stared at each  other for a
moment, then Scriber made silly squirling gestures at his shoulder  tympana.
Listen up.  "Can you talk like this?" His voice came very  high-pitched,  up
where  some people can't  make voluntary conversation, where low-sound  ears
are deaf. Hightalk could be confusing, but it was very directional and faded
quickly  with distance;  no  one else would  hear  them.  Peregrine  nodded,
"Hightalk is  no problem."  The  trick was  to use tones  pure enough not to
confuse.
     "Take a  look over the hill crest,  friend pilgrim. There is  something
new under the sun."
     Peregrine  moved  up  another  thirty  yards, keeping  a lookout in all
directions.  He  could  see the straits now, gleaming  rough  silver in  the
afternoon sunlight. Behind him, the north  side  of  the valley was  lost in
shadow.  He sent one  member  ahead, skittering between the hummocks to look
down on the plain where the star had landed.

     God's Choir, he thought to himself (but quietly). He brought up another
member to  get a parallax  view. The thing  looked like  a  huge  adobe  hut
mounted on  stilts.... But this  was the  fallen star: the ground beneath it
glowed dull red. Curtains of mist rose  from  the  moist heather all around.
The  torn earth  had  been thrown  in long lines that radiated from  a  spot
beneath it.
     He nodded at Jaqueramaphan. "Where is Tyrathect?"
     Scriber shrugged. "A couple of miles back, I'll bet. I'm keeping an eye
out  for her.... Do you see the others though,  the  troopers from Flenser's
Castle?"
     "No!" Peregrine  looked west from  the landing site.  There.  They were
almost  a  mile away,  in  camouflage  jackets,  belly  crawling  across the
hummocky terrain. He could see at least three troopers. They were  big guys,
six each.  "How could they get  here  so fast?" He glanced  at  the sun. "It
can't be more than half an hour since all this started."
     "Their good luck." Jaqueramaphan returned to the crest and looked over.
"I'll bet they were already on the mainland when the star came down. This is
all Flenser territory; they must have patrols." He hunkered down so just two
pairs  of eyes would be visible to those below. "That's an ambush formation,
you know."
     "You  don't seem  very  happy  to  see them.  These  are  your friends,
remember? The people you've come to see."
     Scriber cocked his heads sarcastically. "Yeah, yeah. Don't rub it in. I
think you've known from the beginning that I'm not all for Flenser."
     "I guessed."
     "Well, the game is over now. Whatever came down this afternoon is worth
more to  ...  uh, my friends  than anything I  could have learned on  Hidden
Island."
     "What about Tyrathect?"
     "Heh, heh. Our esteemed companion is more than genuine, I fear. I'd bet
she's a Flenser Lord, not the  low-rank Servant she seems at first glance. I
expect that many of her kind are leaking back over the mountains these days,
happy to get out  of the Long Lakes Republic. Hide your behinds, fellow.  If
she spots us, those troopers will get us sure."
     Peregrine moved  deeper  into the  hollows and burrows that pocked  the
heather. He had an excellent view back along  the  valley. If Tyrathect were
not already on the scene, he'd see her long before she would him.
     "Peregrine?"
     "Yes?"
     "You're a pilgrim. You've traveled the world ... since the beginning of
time, you'd have us believe. How far do your memories really go back?"
     Given  the situation, Wickwrackrum was inclined to honesty. "Like you'd
expect: a few hundred years. Then we're talking about legends, recollections
of  things  that  probably  happened,  but  with the  details all  mixed and
muddled."
     "Well,  I haven't traveled much,  and I'm fairly new. But  I do read. A
lot. There's never been anything like this before. That is a made thing down
there. It came from higher than I  can measure. You've read Aramstriquesa or
Astrologer Belelele? You know what this could be?"
     Wickwrackrum  didn't recognize  the names.  But he was a pilgrim. There
were  lands so far away  that no  one  spoke any  language  he  knew. In the
Southseas  he  met folk who thought there was  no world beyond their islands
and who ran from his  boats when he  came ashore. Even more, one part of him
had been an islander and had watched that coming ashore.
     He stuck a head into the open and looked again at the  fallen star, the
visitor from farther  than he had  ever been ... and he  wondered where this
pilgrimage might end.



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     It  took five  hours for the ground to cool enough for Dad to slide the
ladder-ramp to ground. He and Johanna climbed carefully down,  hopped across
the steaming earth to stand on relatively undamaged turf. It would be a long
time  before  this  ground cooled completely;  the jet's  exhaust  was  very
"clean", scarcely interacting with normal matter -- all  of which meant that
some very hot rock extended down thousands of meters beneath their boat.
     Mom sat in the hatchway, watching the land beyond them.  She had  Dad's
old pistol.
     "Anything?" Dad shouted to her.
     "No. And Jefri doesn't see anything through the windows."
     Dad  walked  around  the  cargo shell, inspecting  the misused  docking
pylons. Every ten  meters  they stopped and set up  an sound projector. That
had been Johanna's  idea. Besides Dad's gun, they really had no weapons. The
projectors  were accidental  cargo, stuff from  the infirmary. With a little
programming,  they  could put out  wild screeching all up and down the audio
spectrum.  It  might  be  enough to  scare off  the local  animals.  Johanna
followed her father,  her eyes on the  landscape, her nervousness giving way
to awe. It was so beautiful, so cool. They were standing on a  broad  field,
high  in hills. Westward the hills fell toward straits and islands.  To  the
north the ground ended abruptly at the edge of a wide valley; she  could see
waterfalls on the other side. The ground felt spongy beneath her feet. Their
landing field was puckered  into  thousands of  little  hillocks, like waves
caught  in  a still picture. Snow  lay in  timid patches  across the  higher
hills. Johanna squinted north, into the sun. North?
     "What time is it, Daddy?"
     Olsndot  laughed, still looking  at the underside  of the cargo  shell.
"Local midnight."
     Johanna had been brought up in  the middle latitudes of Straum. Most of
her school  field trips had  been to space, where odd sun geometries were no
big deal. Somehow she  had never  thought of  such things  happening  on the
ground.... I mean, seeing the sun right over the top of the world.






     The first  order of business was to get  half  the coldsleep  boxes out
into the  open,  and  rearrange  those left aboard.  Mom  figured  that  the
temperature problems would  just  about disappear  then, even for the  boxes
left  on  board:  "Having  separate power  supplies and venting  will  be an
advantage now. The kids will all be safe. Johanna, you check Jefri's work on
the ones inside, okay?..."
     The second  order of business would  be to start  a tracking program on
the  Relay system,  and to set  up ultralight  communication.  Johanna was a
little afraid of  that step. What  would they learn? They  already  knew the
High Lab had gone wicked and the disaster Mom predicted had begun.
     How  much of Straumli  Realm was dead now? Everyone at the High Lab had
thought  they were doing so  much good, and  now  .... Don't think about it.
Maybe the Relayers  could help. Somewhere there must be people who could use
what her folks had taken from the Lab.
     They'd  be rescued,  and  the rest of the kids would be revived.  She'd
been feeling guilty about that. Sure, Mom  and  Dad needed extra hands right
at the  end of the flight -- and Johanna was one  of the oldest  children in
the school. But it seemed wrong that she and Jefri were the only  kids going
into this with their eyes open. Coming down, she had felt her mother's fear.
I bet they  wanted us  together, even if it was only  for one last time. The
landing had  been truly  dangerous,  however easy  Dad made it look. Johanna
could see where  the backsplash had  gouged  the hull;  if any  of that  had
gotten past the torch and into the exhaust chamber, they'd all be vapor now.
     Almost half the coldsleep boxes  were  on  the ground  now, by the east
side of the boat. Mom  and Dad were spreading  them out so the coolers would
have no problem. Jefri was  inside, checking  if there were any  other boxes
that needed attention.  He was a good kid when he wasn't a brat.  She turned
into the sunlight, felt the cool breeze flowing across  the  hill. She heard
something that sounded like a birdcall.
     Johanna was  out  by  one  of  the  sound  projectors  when the  ambush
happened. She had her dataset plugged to its control, and was busy giving it
new  directions. It showed  how  little  they  had left, that even  her  old
dataset was important now. But Dad wanted something that would sweep through
the  broadest possible bandwidth, making plenty  of  racket all the way, but
with big spikes every so often; Pink Olifaunt could certainly manage that.
     "Johanna!"  Mom's  cry came  simultaneous  with the  sound of  breaking
ceramic. The  projector's  bell came  shattering  down beside  her.  Johanna
looked up.  Something ripped through  her  chest just  inside  her shoulder,
knocking her down. She stared stupidly  at  the shaft that stuck out of her.
An arrow!
     The  west edge of their landing area was swarming with ... things. Like
wolves or dogs, but  with long  necks,  they  moved quickly forward, darting
from  hummock  to  hummock. Their  pelts  were  the same  gray green of  the
hillside, except near the haunches  where she saw white  and  black. No, the
green was clothing,  jackets. Johanna was in shock, the pressure of the bolt
through her chest  not  yet registering as  pain.  She had been thrown  back
against uptilted turf and for the moment had a view of the whole attack. She
saw more arrows rise up, dark lines floating in the sky.
     She could see the archers now. More dogs! They moved in  packs. It took
two of them  to  use a bow -- one to hold it and one to draw. The third  and
fourth carried quivers of arrows and just seemed to watch.
     The archers hung back, staying mostly under  cover. Other packs swirled
in from the  sides, now leaping over the  hummocks. Many carried hatchets in
their  jaws. Metal  tines gleamed on their  paws.  She heard the snickety of
Dad's pistol. The wave of attackers staggered as  individuals collapsed. The
others continued forward,  snarling  now. These  were sounds of madness, not
the barking of dogs.  She felt the sounds in  her teeth, like  blasti  music
punching from a large speaker. Jaws and claws and knives and noise.
     She twisted on her  side, trying to see back to the boat.  Now the pain
was real. She screamed, but the sound was lost in the madness. The mob raced
around  her, heading for Mom and  Dad. Her  parents were  crouched  behind a
rendezvous  pylon.  There  was a constant  flicker from the  pistol in  Arne
Olsndot's hand. His pressure suit had protected him from the arrows.
     The  alien  bodies  were  piling  high.  The  pistol,  with  its  smart
flechettes, was deadly effective. She saw him hand the pistol to Mom and run
out from under the boat, toward her. Johanna  stretched her free arm towards
him and cried, screamed for him to go back.
     Thirty meters. Twenty-five.  Mom's covering  fire  swept  around  them,
driving the wolves back. A flurry of arrows descended on Olsndot  as he ran,
arms upheld to shield his head. Twenty meters.
     A wolf  jumped high over Johanna.  She had a quick glimpse of its short
fur  and scarred rear end. It raced straight for Dad. Olsndot weaved, trying
to  give  his wife a clear shot, but the wolf was too  quick. It jinked with
him,  sprinting across  the gap. It  leaped, metal  glittering on  its paws.
Johanna  saw red  splash from  Daddy's neck, and then the  two  of them were
down.
     For a moment, Sjana  Olsndot stopped shooting. That was enough. The mob
parted and a large group ran purposefully toward the boat. They had tanks of
some kind on their backs. The lead animal  held a hose in  its mouth. A dark
liquid jetted out ... and vanished  in  an explosion of fire.  The wolf pack
played  their crude  flamethrower across the  ground, across the pylon where
Sjana Olsndot stood,  across the  ranks  of  school children  in  coldsleep.
Johanna saw  something moving,  twisting in the  flames and tarry smoke, saw
the light plastic of the coldsleep boxes slump and flow.
     Johanna  turned her  face to the earth,  then  pushed herself up on her
good arm and tried to  crawl toward the boat,  the flames. And then the dark
was merciful, and she remembered no more.



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     Peregrine  and  Scriber watched the ambush  preparations throughout the
afternoon: infantry arrayed  on  the slope west of the landing site, archers
behind them, flame troopers in  pounce formation. Did the Lords of Flenser's
Castle understand what they  were up against? The  two  debated the question
off and on. Jaqueramaphan thought the  Flenserists did, that their arrogance
was so great that they simply expected to  grab the prize. "They  go for the
throat  before  the other  side even  knows  there's  a fight.  It's  worked
before."
     Peregrine  didn't  answer  immediately. Scriber could be right. It  had
been  fifty  years since he had been in this part  of  the world. Back then,
Flenser's  cult had been obscure  (and not that interesting compared to what
existed elsewhere).
     Treachery  did sometimes befall  travelers, but  it was rarer than  the
stay-at-homes would believe.  Most people were friendly and enjoyed  hearing
about  the world beyond  -- especially if  the  visitor was not threatening.
When treachery did occur, it was most often after an initial  "sizing-up" to
determine just how  powerful the visitors were and what could be gained from
their  death. Immediate attack, without conversation, was very rare. Usually
it  meant you  had run into  villains  who were both  sophisticated  ... and
crazy. "I don't know. That is an ambush formation, but maybe the Flenserists
will hold it in reserve, and talk first."
     Hours passed; the  sun  slid sideways into the  north.  There was noise
from the far side of the fallen star.  Crap. They couldn't see anything from
here.
     The  hidden  troops made no move. The minutes passed ...  and they  got
their  first view of the visitor from  heaven, or part of him  anyway. There
were four legs  per member,  but it  walked on its  rear legs  only. What  a
clown! Yet ... it used its front paws for holding  things.  Not once  did he
see  it use  a mouth; he  doubted if the flat jaws could  get a  good  hold,
anyway. Those forepaws were wonderfully agile. A single member  could easily
use tools.
     There  were  plenty  of  conversation  sounds,  even though  only three
members were visible. After  a  while, they  heard  the much  higher pitched
tones of  organized thought; God, the creature was noisy.  At this distance,
the sounds were muffled and distorted.  Even so,  they were like no mind  he
had ever heard, nor like the confusion noises that some grazers made.
     "Well?" hissed Jaqueramaphan.
     "I have  been all around the  world -- and this creature is not part of
it."
     "Yeah. Well, it reminds me of mantis bugs. You know, about this high --
" he  opened a mouth  about  two inches wide. "Great for keeping your garden
free of pests ... great little killers."

     Ugh.  Peregrine hadn't thought of  the resemblance. Mantises were  cute
and harmless  -- as  far as  people were concerned.  But he knew the females
would eat  their  own mates. Imagine such creatures grown to giant size, and
possessed  of pack mentality. Maybe it  was just was  well they  couldn't go
prancing down to say hello.
     A  half  hour  passed. As the alien brought  its  cargo  to ground, the
Flenser archers  moved closer; the  infantry  packs  arranged themselves  in
assault wings.
     A flight of arrows arched across  the gap between  the Flenserists  and
the alien. One of the alien  members went down immediately, and its thoughts
quieted. The rest  moved out of sight beneath the flying house. The troopers
dashed forward, spaced in identity preserving formations; perhaps they meant
to take the alien alive.
     ...  But the assault line  crumpled,  many yards short of the alien: no
arrows, no flames -- the troopers just  fell. For a moment Peregrine thought
the Flenserists might have  bit  off  more  than they  could chew.  Then the
second wave ran over the  first. Members continued to fall, but they were in
killing frenzy now,  with only  animal discipline left.  The assault  rolled
slowly  forward,  the rear climbing over  the fallen.  Another alien  member
down.... Strange, he could still hear wisps  of the other's thought. In tone
and tempo, it sounded the same as before the attack. How could anyone be  so
composed with total death looming?
     A combat whistle  sounded, and the mob parted. A  trooper raced through
and  sprayed  liquid  fire. The  flying house looked like meat on a griddle,
flame and smoke coming up all around it.
     Wickwrackrum swore to himself. Good-bye alien.






     The wrecked  and  wounded  were  low on  the Flenserist  priority list.
Seriously wounded  were  piled onto travoises and pulled far  enough away so
their  cries would not cause  confusion. Cleanup squads bullied the  trooper
fragments  away  from the  flying  house. The  frags  wandered  the hummocky
meadow; here and there they coalesced into ad hoc packs. Some  drifted among
the wounded, ignoring the screams in their need to find themselves.
     When the tumult  was quieted, three packs of whitejackets appeared. The
Servants of the Flenser walked under the flying house. One was out of  sight
for a  long while;  perhaps it  even got inside. The charred  bodies  of two
alien members were carefully placed on travoises -- more carefully  than the
wounded troopers had been -- and hauled off.
     Jaqueramaphan  scanned the  ruins with his eye-tool.  He had  given  up
trying to hide it from Peregrine. A whitejackets carried something down from
the flying house. "Sst! There are other dead ones. Maybe from the fire. They
look  like pups." The small figures had the mantis  form. They were strapped
into travoises, and hauled  out of sight over the hill's edge. No doubt they
had kherhog-drawn carts down there.
     The Flenserists set a sentry ring  around  the  landing site. Dozens of
fresh troopers  stood  on the  hillside beyond it. No one was going to sneak
past that.
     "So it's total murder." Peregrine sighed.
     "Maybe  not....  The first member they  shot, I don't think  it's quite
dead."
     Wickwrackrum squinted his  best  eyes.  Either  Scriber was  a  wishful
thinker, or  his tool gave him amazingly sharp sight. The first  one hit had
been  on the other side of the  craft. The member had stopped thinking,  but
that wasn't a sure sign of  death. There  was a whitejackets standing around
it now. The whitejackets put the creature  onto  a travois and began pulling
it away from the landing site, towards  the southwest ... not quite the same
path that the others had taken.
     "The thing is  still alive! It's got an arrow in the chest,  but I  can
see it breathing." Scriber's heads turned toward  Wickwrackrum. "I  think we
should rescue it."
     For a moment Peregrine couldn't think of anything to say; he just gaped
at  the other. The center  of Flenser's worldwide cabal was just a few miles
to  the northwest.  Flenserist  power  was  undisputed for  dozens  of miles
inland,  and  right now they were  virtually surrounded  by an army. Scriber
wilted a little before Peregrine's astonishment, but it was clear he was not
joking. "Sure, I know it's risky. But that's  what life is all about, right?
You're a pilgrim. You understand."
     "Hmf." That  was  the  pilgrim reputation, all right. But  no soul  can
survive  total  death -- and  there were  plenty  of opportunities for  such
annihilation on a pilgrimage. Pilgrims do know caution.
     And yet, and  yet this was  the  most  marvelous encounter  in all  his
centuries of pilgrimage. To know these  aliens, to become them  ... it was a
temptation that surpassed all good sense.
     "Look,"  said Scriber, "we  could  just  go down  and  mingle with  the
wounded. If we  can  make it across  the  field, we might get a look at that
last  alien member,  without risking too  much."  Jaqueramaphan was  already
backing down from his observation point, and circling around  to find a path
that wouldn't put him in silhouette. Wickwrackrum was torn;  part of him got
up to follow and part of him hesitated. Hell, Jaqueramaphan had admitted  to
being  a spy; he carried an invention that  was probably  straight  from the
Long Lakes sharpest intelligence people. The guy had to be a pro....
     Peregrine  took a  quick look around their side of the hill and  across
the  valley.  No sign of  Tyrathect or anyone else. He  crawled  out  of his
various hidey holes and followed the spy.
     As  much  as possible, they  stayed in  the  deep  shadows  cast by the
northering  sun,  and slipped from  hummock  to  hummock where there was  no
shade. Just before  they got  to  the first  of  the wounded,  Scriber  said
something more, the scariest words of the afternoon. "Hey, don't worry. I've
read all about doing this sort of thing!"






     A  mob  of  frags  and  wounded  is a terrifying,  mind-numbing  thing.
Singletons,  duos, trios,  a  few quads: they  wandered  aimlessly,  keening
without  control.  In  most  situations, this many people packed together on
just a few  acres  would have been  an instant choir. In fact, he did notice
some sexual  activity  and some organized  browsing,  but  for the most part
there was still  too much pain for  normal reactions.  Wickwrackrum wondered
briefly if --  for all  their  talk of rationalism  -- the Flenserists would
just leave the wreckage  of their troops to reassemble  itself. They'd  have
some strange and crippled repacks if they did.
     A  few  yards  into the  mob  and  Peregrine  Wickwrackrum  could  feel
consciousness slipping  from him. If he  concentrated really hard, he  could
remember who  he was and that he  must  get to the  other side of the meadow
without attracting attention.
     Other thoughts, loud and unguarded, pummeled him:

     ... Blood lust and slashing ...

     Glittering  metal  in  the alien's hand ...  the  pain in her chest ...
coughing blood, falling ...

     ... Boot camp and before, my merge  brother was so good  to me ... Lord
Steel said that we are a grand experiment....

     Running across the heather toward the stick-limbed monster. Leap, tines
in paw. Slash the monster's throat. Blood spouts high.

     ... Where am I? ... May I be part of you ... please?
     Peregrine  whirled  at that last question. It was pointed and  near.  A
singleton  was sniffing at him. He screeched  the fragment off, and ran into
an open  space. Up  ahead, Jaque-what's-his-name  was scarcely  better  off.
There was little chance they  would be spotted here, but he was beginning to
wonder if  he could make it  through. Peregrine was only four and there were
singletons everywhere. On his right a quad was raping,  grabbing at whatever
duos and  singles happened by. Wic and Kwk and Rac and Rum tried to remember
just why they  was  here  and where  they was going.  Concentrate  on direct
sensation;  what is really here: the sooty smell of the flamer's liquid fire
... the midges swarming everywhere, clotting the puddles of blood all black.
     An awfully long time passed. Minutes.
     Wic-Kwk-Rac-Rum  looked ahead. He was almost out of  it; the south edge
of the wreckage. He dragged himself to a patch of clean ground. Parts of him
vomited, and he  collapsed. Sanity slowly  returned. Wickwrackrum looked up,
saw Jaqueramaphan  just inside the mob. Scriber was a big fellow, a sixsome,
but he was having  at least as  bad a time as Peregrine. He  staggered  from
side to side, eyes wide, snapping at himself and others.
     Well, they had made it a good way across the meadow, and fast enough to
catch up with  the  whitejackets who was pulling the  last  alien member. If
they wanted to see anything more, they'd have to figure how to leave the mob
without attracting attention. Hmm. There were plenty  of Flenserist uniforms
around  ...  without living owners. Peregrine walked two  of himself over to
where a dead trooper lay.
     "Jaqueramaphan!  Here!"  The great  spy looked in his direction, and  a
glint of intelligence returned to his  eyes. He stumbled out of the mob  and
sat  down  a  few  yards from  Wickwrackrum.  It was far nearer  than  would
normally  be  comfortable, but after  what they'd  been  through, it  seemed
barely close. He lay for a moment, gasping. "Sorry, I never guessed it would
be  like  that. I lost part of me  back there ... never thought I'd get  her
back."
     Peregrine  watched the progress of the whitejackets and its travois. It
wasn't  going with  the others; in a few seconds it would  be out of  sight.
With  a  disguise, maybe they could follow and -- no, it was just too risky.
He was beginning  to think like the great spy. Peregrine pulled a camouflage
jacket  off a corpse. They would still need disguises. Maybe they could hang
around here through the night, and get a closer look at the flying house.
     After a moment,  Scriber saw  what he was doing,  and  began  gathering
jackets for  himself. They  slunk between the piled bodies, looking for gear
that  wasn't too  stained  and  that  Jaqueramaphan  thought had  consistent
insignia. There were plenty of paw claws  and battle axes around. They'd end
up  armed to the teeth, but they'd have to dump  some of their backpacks....
One more jacket was all he needed, but his Rum was so broad in the shoulders
that nothing fit.
     Peregrine didn't really  understand  what happened till later:  a large
fragment,  a threesome, was lying doggo  in the pile of dead. Perhaps it was
grieving, long after its member's  dying  dirge; in any case,  it was almost
totally  thoughtless until Peregrine began  pulling the jacket off  its dead
member. Then, "You'll not rob from  mine!" He heard the buzz of nearby rage,
and then there was slashing pain across  his Rum's gut. Peregrine writhed in
agony, leaped upon the attacker. For a moment of mindless rage, they fought.
Peregrine's battle  axes slashed again and again, covering his muzzles  with
blood.  When he  came  to his senses one of the three  was dead,  the others
running into the mob of wounded.
     Wickwrackrum huddled around the  pain in his Rum. The attacker had been
wearing  tines. Rum was slashed from ribs to  crotch. Wickwrackrum stumbled;
some of his  paws  were caught in his  own guts. He  tried to nose the ruins
back  into his member's abdomen. The pain was fading, the sky in Rum's  eyes
slowly darkening. Peregrine stifled the screams he felt climbing within him.
I'm only four,  and one of me is dying! For years he'd  been warning himself
that four was just too small a number for a pilgrim. Now he'd pay the price,
trapped and mindless in a land of tyrants.
     For a moment,  the pain eased and his  thoughts  were clear.  The fight
hadn't really caused much notice amid the dirges,  rapes, and simple attacks
of  madness. Wickwrackrum's fight had only been a little bigger and bloodier
than usual. The whitejackets by the flying house had looked briefly in their
direction, but were now back to tearing open the alien cargo.
     Scriber was sitting  nearby, watching in horror. Part of him would move
a  little  closer, then pull  back.  He was fighting with himself, trying to
decide  whether to help. Peregrine almost pleaded  with  him, but the effort
was too great. Besides, Scriber was no pilgrim. Giving part  of  himself was
not something Jaqueramaphan could do voluntarily....
     Memories came flooding now, Rum's  efforts to sort things out  and  let
the rest  of him know all that had been before. For a moment, he was sailing
a twinhull across the South Sea, a  newby with Rum as a pup; memories of the
island  person who had born Rum,  and of  packs before that. Once around the
world they had traveled, surviving the slums of a tropic collective, and the
war of the Plains Herds. Ah, the stories they had heard, the tricks they had
learned, the people they had met.... Wic  Kwk Rac Rum  had been  a  terrific
combination,  clear-thinking, lighthearted, with a strange ability  to  keep
all the memories in place; that had been the real reason he had gone so long
without growing to five or six. Now he would pay perhaps the greatest  price
of all....
     Rum sighed,  and could  not  see the sky  anymore.  Wickwrackrum's mind
went, not  as  it does in the heat of  battle  when the sound of  thought is
lost, not  as  it  does in  the  companionable  murmur of sleep.  There  was
suddenly no fourth presence,  just  the three, trying to make a person.  The
trio stood and patted nervously at itself. There was  danger everywhere, but
beyond its  understanding.  It  sidled  hopefully toward  a  sixsome sitting
nearby  --  Jaqueramaphan? -- but  the  other  shooed  it  away.  It  looked
nervously  at  the  mob of wounded.  There was  completeness  there  ... and
madness too.
     A huge male with deeply scarred haunches sat at the edge of the mob. It
caught the threesome's eye, and  slowly crawled across the open space toward
them.  Wic and Kwk and Rac back  away, their pelts puffing up  in fright and
fascination; the scarred one was at least half again the weight  of  any  of
them.

     ...  Where  am I? ...  May I be  part of you ...  please?  Its  keening
carried memories, jumbled and mostly inaccessible, of blood and fighting, of
military training before that. Somehow,  the creature  was as  frightened of
those early memories as of  anything. It lay its  muzzle -- caked with dried
blood -- on the ground and belly crawled toward them. The other three almost
ran; random  coupling was something that scared all of them. They backed and
backed,  out onto the clear  meadow. The  other followed, but slowly,  still
crawling.  Kwk  licked her lips and walked back  towards  the  stranger. She
extended  her  neck  and sniffed along  the  other's  throat.  Wic  and  Rac
approached from the sides.
     For an instant  there  was a partial join. Sweaty, bloody, wounded -- a
melding made in hell. The thought seemed to come from nowhere, glowed in the
four for  a moment of cynical humor.  Then the unity was lost, and they were
just three animals licking the face of a fourth.






     Peregrine  looked  around  the  meadow  with  new  eyes.  He  had  been
disintegrate for just a  few  minutes: The  wounded  from  the  Tenth Attack
Infantry were just as  before.  Flenser's Servants were still busy with  the
alien  cargo.  Jaqueramaphan  was  slowly  backing  away, his  expression  a
compound of wonder and horror. Peregrine lowered a head  and hissed  at him,
"I won't betray you, Scriber."
     The spy froze. "That you, Peregrine?"
     "More or less." Peregrine still, but Wickwrackrum no more.
     "H-how can you do it? Y-you just lost...."
     "I'm  a pilgrim,  remember?  We live with  this  sort of thing  all our
lives." There  was sarcasm  in his  voice; this was more  or less the cliché
Jaqueramaphan had been spouting earlier. But there was  some  truth  to  it.
Already  Peregrine Wickwrack...scar  felt  like  a person.  Maybe  this  new
combination had a chance.
     "Uk. Well, yes....  What should we do now?" The spy looked nervously in
all directions, but his eyes on Peregrine were the most worried of all.
     Now it  was Wickwrackscar's turn to be puzzled. What was he doing here?
Killing  the strange enemy... No. That's what the Attack Infantry was doing.
He  would have nothing  to do  with that, no  matter what the scarred  one's
memories. He and  Scriber had come here to ... to rescue  the alien, as much
of  it as  possible.  Peregrine  grabbed hold  of  the  memory  and  held it
uncritically;  it  was  something  real,  from the  past  identity  he  must
preserve.  He glanced towards where he had last  seen  the alien member. The
whitejackets and  his travois were no  longer visible, but he'd been heading
along an obvious path.
     "We can still get ourselves the live one," he said to Jaqueramaphan.
     Scriber stamped and sidled.  He was not quite the enthusiast of before.
"After you, my friend."
     Wickwrackscar straightened  his combat jackets  and brushed some of the
dried blood off. Then he  strutted  off across the meadow,  passing  just  a
hundred  yards from  the Flenser's Servants around  the  enemy -- around the
flying  house.   He   flipped  them  a  sharp  salute,  which  was  ignored.
Jaqueramaphan followed, carrying two crossbows. The other was doing his best
to imitate Peregrine's strut, but he really didn't have the right stuff.
     Then they were past the military crest of the hill  and descending into
shadows. The  sounds of  the  wounded  were muted. Wickwrackscar  broke into
double time, loping from  switchback to switchback as he descended the rough
path. From here he could see the harbor; the boats  were still at the piers,
and  there  wasn't  much  activity. Behind him, Scriber  was talking nervous
nonsense. Peregrine just ran faster, his confidence  fueled by general newby
confusion. His new member, the scarred  one, had been  the muscle behind  an
infantry officer. That pack  had  known  the layout of the  harbors and  the
castle, and all the passwords of the day.
     Two  more  switchbacks  and  they  overran the  Flenser Servant and his
travois. "Hallo!" shouted Peregrine.  "We bring new instructions  from  Lord
Steel." A chill went down his spines at the  name, remembering Steel for the
first  time.  The Servant  dropped  the  travois and turned  to  face  them.
Wickwrackscar  didn't  know  his  name,  but  he remembered  the guy: fairly
high-ranking, an arrogant  get-of-bitches. It  was  a  surprise to  see  him
pulling the travois himself.
     Peregrine   stopped  only   twenty   yards   from   the   whitejackets.
Jaqueramaphan was looking down from the switchback above; his bows  were out
of sight. The Servant looked nervously at Peregrine and up at Scriber.
     "What do you two want?"
     Did  he  suspect them already? No matter. Wickwrackscar braced  himself
for a  killing charge ... and  suddenly he  was seeing  in  fours, his  mind
blurred with newby dizziness. Now that he  needed to kill, the scarred one's
horror  of  the  act  undid him.  Damn! Wickwrackscar cast wildly  about for
something to say. And now  that murder was out of his mind, his new memories
came easily: "Lord Steel's will, that the creature be brought with us to the
harbor. You, ah, you are to return to the invader's flying thing."
     The  whitejackets  licked  his  lips.  His  eyes swept  sharply  across
Peregrine's uniforms, and  Scriber's.  "Impostors!" he screamed, at the same
instant lunging one  of his members toward the travois. Metal glinted in the
member's forepaw. He's going to kill the alien!
     There was a  bow snap from above, and  the runner fell, a shaft through
its eye. Wickwrackscar charged the others, forcing his scarbacked member out
front. There  was  an instant of dizziness  and  then  he  was  whole again,
screaming death at the four. The two packs crashed together, Scar carrying a
couple of  the Servant's members  over the edge of  the path.  Arrows hummed
around  them.  Wic  Kwk  Rac  twisted,  slashing axes  at whatever  remained
standing.
     Then things were quiet, and Peregrine had his thoughts again. Three  of
the Servant's members twitched on the path, the earth around them slick with
blood. He  pushed them  off  the  path, near where  his  Scar had killed the
others. Not one of  the Servant had survived; it was total death, and he was
responsible. He sagged to the ground, seeing in fours again.
     "The alien. It's still alive," said Scriber. He was standing around the
travois,  sniffing  at  the  mantis-like  body. "Not  conscious  though." He
grabbed  the  travois poles in his jaws  and  looked at Peregrine. "What ...
what now, Pilgrim?"
     Peregrine lay in the  dirt, trying to put his mind back together.  What
now, indeed. How had he gotten into this mess? Newby  confusion was the only
possibility. He'd  simply  lost track of  all the  reasons why rescuing  the
alien was impossible. And now he was stuck with it. Pack  crap. Part of  him
crawled  to the edge of the path, and looked around:  There was no sign they
had attracted attention. In the harbor, the boats  were still empty; most of
the infantry was up in  the hills.  No  doubt the  Servants were holding the
dead ones  at the  harbor fort.  So when  would they  move them  across  the
straits to Hidden Island? Were they waiting for this one's arrival?
     "Maybe we  could grab some boats, escape south," said Scriber.  What an
ingenious fellow. Didn't he know that there would be sentry lines around the
harbor? Even  knowing  the  passwords, they'd be  reported  as soon as  they
passed one. It  would be  a  million-to-one shot.  But  it had  been a  flat
impossibility before Scar became part of him.
     He studied the creature lying on the travois. So strange, yet real. And
it  was more  than just  the creature,  though that was the most spectacular
strangeness.  Its bloodied clothes were a finer  fabric than the Pilgrim had
ever  seen.  Tucked in  beside the  creature's body was  a pink  pillow with
elaborate stitchery.  With  a twist of perspective  he realized it was alien
art, the face of a long-snouted animal embroidered on the pillow.
     So  escape  through the harbor  was a million-to-one  shot; some prizes
might be worth such odds.
     "...We'll go down a little farther," he said.






     Jaqueramaphan pulled the travois.  Wickwrackscar  strode ahead  of him,
trying to look important and officerly. With Scar along, it wasn't hard. The
member was the picture of martial competence; you had to be on the inside to
know the softness.
     They were almost down to sea level.
     The path was wider now and roughly  paved. He knew the  harbor fort was
above them, hidden  by the trees. The sun was well  out of the north, rising
into  the eastern sky.  Flowers were everywhere, white and  red and  violet,
their tufts floating thick  on  the breeze -- the arctic plant  life  taking
advantage  of its  long day of  summer. Walking on sun-dappled cobblestones,
you might almost forget the ambush on the hilltops.
     Very soon, they'd  hit a  sentry line. Lines  and rings are interesting
people; not  great minds, but about  the  largest effective pack you'd  find
outside  the  tropics.  There  were stories of lines  ten  miles  long, with
thousands of members. The largest Peregrine had ever  seen had less than one
hundred: Take a group of ordinary people  and train  them to string out, not
in packs but as individual members. If each member stayed just  a few  yards
from its nearest neighbors, they could maintain something like the mentality
of a trio. The group as a whole was scarcely brighter -- you can't have much
in the way of deep thoughts  when it takes seconds  for an idea to percolate
across your mind. Yet the line had an excellent grasp of what was  happening
along itself.  And if  any members were attacked, the entire line would know
about it with the  speed of sound. Peregrine had  served on lines before; it
was a strung out existence, but not nearly  as dull as ordinary sentry duty.
It's hard to be bored when you're as stupid as a line.
     There! A lone member  stuck its neck around a tree and challenged them.
Wickwrackscar  knew  the  password of course, and  they were past the  outer
line. But that  passage  and their description was known to the  entire line
now -- and surely to normal soldiers at the harbor fort.
     Hell. There was  no  cure for  it;  he  would  go  ahead with the crazy
scheme. He  and Scriber  and the alien  member passed through  the two inner
sentries. He could smell  the sea now. They  came  out of the trees onto the
rock-walled  harbor. Silver sparkled off  the  water in  a million  changing
flecks. A  large multiboat  bobbed  between two piers. Its masts were like a
forest of tilting, leafless trees. Just a mile across the  water they  could
see Hidden Island. Part of him dismissed the sight as a commonplace; part of
him  stumbled  in awe.  This  was the center  of  it, the worldwide  Flenser
movement. Up in  those  dour  towers,  the  original  Flenser had  done  his
experiments, written his essays ... and schemed to rule the world.
     There  were a  few people on the  piers. Most  were  doing maintenance:
sewing  sails,  relashing twinhulls.  They watched  the  travois with  sharp
curiosity,  but  none approached. So all we have  to do is amble down to the
end of the  pier,  cut the  lashings on  an outside twinhull,  and take off.
There were  probably enough packs on the  pier alone to  prevent that -- and
their cries would surely draw the troops he saw by the harbor fort. In fact,
it was a little surprising  that no one up there had taken serious notice of
them yet.
     These boats  were  cruder  than  the  Southseas  version.  Part of  the
difference  was  superficial: Flenser doctrine  forbade idle  decoration  on
boats.  Part of it was functional: These craft were designed for both winter
and  summer seasons, and  for troop hauling. But he was  sure  he could sail
them given the chance. He walked to the end of the pier. Hmm. A bit of luck.
The  bow-starboard twinhull, the one  right next to him by  the pier, looked
fast and well-provisioned. It was probably a long-range scout.
     "Ssst. Something's going on up there." Scriber jerked a head toward the
fort.
     The troops were closing ranks -- a  mass salute? Five Servants swept by
the  infantry, and  bugles sounded  from  the fort's towers.  Scar  had seen
things like this, but Peregrine didn't trust the memory. How could --
     A banner of red and  yellow rose over the fort.  On the piers, soldiers
and  boatworkers dropped to their bellies. Peregrine  dropped and  hissed to
the other, "Get down!"
     "Wha -- ?"
     "That's Flenser's flag ... his personal presence banner!"
     "That's impossible."  Flenser had been assassinated in the Republic six
tendays earlier. The mob that tore  him apart  had killed dozens of his  top
supporters  at the same time.... But it was  only the word of the Republican
Political Police that all Flenser's bodies had been recovered.
     Up by the fort, a single pack pranced between the ranks of soldiers and
whitejackets.  Silver and gold  glinted on  its  shoulders. Scriber  edged a
member behind a piling and surreptitiously brought out his eye-tool. After a
moment: "Soul's end ... it's Tyrathect."
     "She's no  more  the  Flenser than  I  am,"  said  Peregrine.  They had
traveled  together from  Eastgate all  the way  across the Icefangs. She was
obviously  a newby,  and not well-integrated.  She had  seemed reserved  and
innerlooking, but there had been rages. Peregrine knew there  was  a  deadly
streak  in  Tyrathect....  Now he guessed whence  it came. At  least some of
Flenser's members had  escaped assassination, and he and  Scriber  had spent
three tendays in its presence; Peregrine shivered.
     At the fort's gate, the pack called Tyrathect turned to face the troops
and  Servants.  She gestured,  and bugles  sounded  again. The new Peregrine
understood that signal:  an  Incalling.  He  suppressed  the sudden  urge to
follow the others on the pier as they walked belly-low toward the  fort, all
their  eyes  upon  The  Master. Scriber looked  back at  him,  and Peregrine
nodded. They had needed a miracle, and here was one -- provided by the enemy
itself! Scriber moved slowly toward the end of the pier, pulling the travois
from shadow to shadow.
     Still  no  one looked back. For  good reason; Wickwrackscar  remembered
what  happened  to those  showing  disrespect  at  an Incalling.  "Pull  the
creature on the bow-starboard boat," he said to Jaqueramaphan. He leaped off
the  pier and scattered  across the multiboat. It was  great to  be  back on
swaying decks, each member drifting a different  direction! He sniffed among
the bow catapults, listened to the hulls and the creak of the lashings.
     But Scar was  no  sailor, and had no recollection of what might  be the
most important thing.
     "What are you looking for?" came Scriber's Hightalk hiss.
     "Scuttle knockouts." If  they  were  here, they looked nothing like the
Southseas version.
     "Oh," said  Scriber, "that's  easy. These are Northern  Skimmers. There
are swingout panels  and a  thin hull behind